[20 Dec 2005|08:31pm] [ mood | gloomy ] 'That move home didn't work out as well as I had planned.. This plague has transformed this into something that won't last. this is a period of perception and creation. more of an overcoming. A finally, if you will. I guess you could say it all happened a little too fast. "But it's all going to be alright", "everyday is going to be alright" so he says, just like he always does. Maybe this philosophy doesn't do it for everyone. This season will be an interesting test of what kind of strength is up there.' -Where is the snow? what happened to last year?RAINRAINNRAIN. My ski's are simply amazing.amazing.amazing deserve this

[15 Apr 2005|11:12pm] im moving home. add it if you'd like. riot_of_one deserve this

[27 Mar 2005|09:31pm] Shorty can't handle this. 3 . deserve this

[25 Mar 2005|07:31pm] SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL HXC // METAL BAND http://www.battleofthebands.com/battlebak/bb9/bands/belaymylast/ BELAY MY LAST 3 . deserve this

[05 Mar 2005|01:10am] World, this world. You can come back, maybe see what it's like. I don't believe the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side. How did it work out for you? It would be nice though, if these times were like then. The absence of people is sometimes hard to deal. Dealing isn't most of the matter though. It's the CHANGE from CHANGE itself. -Too faded to realize what that meant. maybe some help to you. You never know, it could be YOUR month. 4 . deserve this

[23 Feb 2005|07:15pm] No, no, no. You have it all wrong again. Just like the last time you did this. It's not one of those stupid highschool romance stories. Whatever happened to romance anyways? READ BETWEEN THE LINES. sound familiar? No wait, nevermind, jumping to conclusions is a much better thing to do. Assume I'm having problems, or something is going wrong. Why don't you give me a little confidence booster? Tell me everything's going to be alright, and "if it's not meant to be, then it's not meant to be." Since, that can be said with just about anything anyways, so that's a good safety for you. Your losing track now, getting carried away, and left with a blank thought. Just what happens when your in the heat of that conversation, and your mind is moving faster that it's going, and then it's gone. And your left with that shit feeling in your gut, not knowing how it got to that point. 6 . deserve this

[21 Feb 2005|07:49pm] so lately i have been stressing fiercely about girls i suppose. One, in particular. The reason why has been uncertain and off and on. For that matter so has my stressing about it. I suppose it's just that never ending battle between you and yourself about "finding yourself" or figuring yourself out. I'm pretty close here now though. Even though this girl makes me stress from time to time, it's sometimes a high, and it also makes me find my limits and sometimes test myself. It also makes me realize how much im willing to sacrifice, and change for something that is most likely not going to work out. And how hope and wonder will turn into reality when it shouldn't, and won't. Then you fall back into where the heart is. and what you do to feel back at home. and safE? It's when you can sink into the music, and the stories. And be part of that, have that there for you to run to when you can't what's real. Volcanoes let you down. 6 . deserve this

[28 Nov 2004|11:02am] [ mood | tight & rolled ] so like.. everyone's droppin it like it's hot. I guess you could say it's because everyone like rolls deep, y'know? 11 . deserve this

[06 Nov 2004|12:48pm] let's make this world ours, and forget them. 17 . deserve this

[25 Sep 2004|09:00am] While everyone has their little silhouettes in their profiles, and written in their journals, all over myspace, you begin to realize what it's all about, what they want to see, what they want to say, but more than that, how they want to say it to everyone. Not that they want you to know, but just how they hope you build up these mindless conclusions to their words, just so they feel like they have a power over you, since this whole world is just based on power, and who has it, anyway. Just like this one. What's it all about, what does it mean? to you, to me, or to someone who's trying to find their words. (: deserve this

[21 Sep 2004|09:27pm] "Being different, isn't different anymore." 11 . deserve this

[15 Sep 2004|10:13pm] i guess it did because it reminded me of how i felt when i could say yes to that question. 2 . deserve this

[06 Sep 2004|08:58pm] k iSfor kry Sten: i was the best thing you ever had, and you ruined it for youself, and so did he, so honestly, dont even try to sit here and call me a slut just because you're an asshole and shit didnt work out, thats all your fault honestly? is she serious? 10 . deserve this

[02 Sep 2004|08:29pm] i lost my phone again.. but i should have one tomorrow 2 phones in less than a month fuck.. other than that, i got my lap top, its sick as fuckkk 4 . deserve this

[25 Aug 2004|02:07am] shit. 5 . deserve this

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